grudged

transitive verb grudged, grudging

1. to envy and resent (someone) because of that person's possession or enjoyment of (something); begrudge: to grudge a person his success
2. to give with reluctance: the miser grudged his dog its food

noun

1. a strong, continued feeling of hostility or ill will against someone over a real or fancied grievance
2. a reason or cause for this