self-consciously

adjective

1. 1. conscious or, esp., unduly conscious of oneself as an object of notice: a self-conscious poet
   2. awkward or embarrassed in the presence of others; ill at ease
   3. indicating embarrassment: a self-conscious cough
2. Philos., Psychol. having or showing awareness of one's own existence, actions, etc.; conscious of oneself or one's ego